for a minute there, i lost myself.
pale and mild; a modern girl.

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[01 Jan 2025|02:10am]

did anyone fucking see this? [12 Feb 2009|12:17am]
for real! i can't get over it!

awkward!
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[10 Feb 2009|11:10pm]
the lime away commercial is seriously making me angry.

i don't know if you guys have seen it, but it's basically a woman grocery shopping with her arm in a sling. and people keep asking if she had an accident - skiing, snowboarding, whatever - and she makes up different excuses. and in the END we see her arm is injured from cleaning. REALLY? because the commercial plays out just like a domestic abuse ad. and in the end it's for a cleaning solution. ridiculous.

i may be overreacting... maybe. but really i just think it's ridiculous. the people who made the commercial do not have a very good sense of humor. and i hate the commercial. hate it!
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[03 Nov 2008|04:56am]
i taped snl and i am watching it now. i am kind of annoyed that mccain was booed! i'm not a mccain supporter, but if anyone should have been booed, it should have been sarah palin. seriously, people.

in other news; starbucks is giving a free coffee to people that vote on tuesday. that is amazing. i'm going to get one!

that's all i had to say. :]
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[23 Sep 2008|06:09pm]
copy and paste this into a comment and fill it out!! :D


01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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[01 Jan 2008|01:11pm]
Happy New Year!

photo by manda
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[25 Jun 2007|03:06pm]
i decided to use this journal again. it's going to be friends only. if you want to BE friends or STAY friends, please comment. thanks.
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[26 Mar 2006|08:25pm]
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rilo kiley. [25 Mar 2006|03:36am]
the absence of god will bring you comfort, baby. and planning's for the poor, so let's pretend that we're rich. and i'm not body or how i choose to destroy it. folk singers sing songs for the working, baby. we're just recreation for all those doctors and lawyers. there's no relief for the bleeding heart, 'cause they'll be losing bodies tonight. rob says, "you love love love and then you die." i've watched him while sleeping and seen him crying with closed eyes.

and you're not happy but you're funny. and i'm tripping over my joy. but i just keep on getting up again. we could be daytime drunks if we wanted, we'd never get anything done that way, baby. and we'd still be ruled by our dueling perspectives. and i'm not my perspective or the lies i'll tell you everytime. morgan says, "maybe love won't let you down. all of your failures are training grounds. and just as your backs turned, you'll be surprised," she says, "as your solitude subsides." and mike i'll teach you how to swim... if you turn the bad in me into good again.

and i say there's trouble when everything is fine. the need to destroy things creeps up on me everytime. and just as love's silhouette appears i close my eyes and disappear tonight. and something's gotta change... 'cause our love's the slowest moving train.

[24 Mar 2006|06:15pm]
im in a really bad mood. i hate everyone. probably because i'm tired. so instead of doing anything, i'll probably sleep. maybe. boo.
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[22 Mar 2006|03:06am]
i'm watching QVC and the girl just said "sex" instead of "six." and i laughed because i am apparently a ten year old. mwahaha.
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& when it all goes to hell. [20 Mar 2006|11:38pm]
here it goes. i like to randomly try to analyze myself. but everytime i think i get me, i do something to confuse myself. about what i want and what kind of person i am.

i've split my emotions into two phases. phase one; i like to dwell on the past. i miss people i don't talk to anymore. i think about how i hate everything about myself and everything that i am doing with my life. i think about the things i've passed on that i should have done. and how i can't freaking graduate. and how my credit card debt is massive. and how i can't find someone to have a relationship with. even though i've met a few nice boys, they don't play up to my standards. and why should MY standards be so high when i'm not really that great of a person myself? i hate working. i want more time to myself. oh; and i start feeling sick a lot and skipping school. phase two; i'm okay with working all the time. i'm okay with my credit card debt because why shouldn't i treat myself? i'm okay with not talking to people from my past anymore, and i'm happy with being single or talking to whichever boy i happen to be involved with at the time. i go out and i drink and i have fun with my friends. i keep up with school, and i actually enjoy my homework. people don't get on my nerves and i look forward to having nice long meaningful conversations.

there's no in between on it. i mean, it's not THAT bad. because reading that it sounds like i'm bipolar with major manic and depressive episodes. it's not like that. it's just that if things are getting me down, it's everything. and if things are making me happy, it's everything. but i have come to the conclusion that i need a change. big time. i need to get my license, buy a car, and get a new job.

so i don't want to be serious anymore. this entry is more for me than anyone else though. i like to document these things. because sometimes i forget that i have myself figured out. this is just a reminder.

ps; i need someone to give me all their ataris songs. i don't have anymore! and i want to make an ataris cd. so someone burn me a data cd. k thanks.
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[14 Mar 2006|08:20pm]
my knee gave out on me and i fell down the stairs. and my back hurts. :[ lol. wtf.
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[04 Mar 2006|10:38pm]
i can't drink anymore.

i need to do really good in school.

annnnd, i read somewhere that shorter guys are better lovers. haha. is that true?

i'm done.
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[12 Feb 2006|02:07am]
ps; i love being single. i thought i'd throw that in there.
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[12 Feb 2006|02:04am]
today my sister got engaged.

and my best friend andrea.

so i'm pretty excited. and amy's engaged. so that's quite a few weddings.

i need some phentermine. haha.

no but seriously, congrats to both of you and i'm super excited. :]
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[30 Jan 2006|11:35pm]
so in the last year i've told three people exactly how i feel about them. good and bad. i'm pretty proud of myself for that.

i have a couple more left to go. some things are better left unsaid... but it feels good to get it out. so i think i'll go with that theory from now on, and tell everyone exactly how i feel about them.

okay, maybe not. i don't know.

i have a huge lump on my neck. it's probably an infection. but if it doesn't go away in four days i have to get a biopsy done. yikes!
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[08 Jan 2006|12:35am]
so yeah. i made a bet today that i could be sober for 30 days. and i think i could do it.

except fuck that. i just now decided that i don't want to. and i won't.

ew. so how is everyone doing?!
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[02 Jan 2006|08:39pm]
i finally changed my layout. :D

new years was pretty great. i'll post some pictures later. i drank a lot and stuff. and then i did it last night too, except i kind of got sick last night... lol. oh well! it's gotta happen sooner or later.

2005 was probably one of the worst and best years ever. haha. but i won't get into that. in other news; i'm not making any new year's resolutions. it shouldn't take a new year for me to want to make changes in my life. i know what i want to do and what i need to do and hopefully i'll do it... in like a few months. haha. it's hard for me to take my own advice. i'm not going to lie. half the time i think i can get away with shit that other people can't, and then people get mad at me. but whatever, that's me. i'll never change for anyone but myself.

i'm basically rambling. so i'll stop. i'm not going to do anything today but play the sims and hp and the gof on playstation. i'm pretty excited about it.

i hope everyone has a great 2006!! ♥ later, kids!
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i'm a high school lover, and you're my favorite flavor. [28 Dec 2005|10:00am]
i can't stop sneezing.

i think i'm going to stay up all night.

i really do love good charlotte. i mean, really.
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